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Honeycomb Heart (Part 1)
I could be yours if you want me to, I could be yours if you want me too.Love is not a mystery; it’s every beautiful thing that I ever wanted it to be.Love reminds me of every beautiful thing that I want moving through every single part of me.Love is the colour of you, and… Continue reading
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Heartbreak Hues (Part 2)
Too many times I try to hide all the emotions that I’m feeling inside because the pit of my stomach is full of dead butterflies.I love waking up whole to the bonfire of a warm and loving soul, but I know that you will eventually grow tired of me and leave like everyone else did.Sometimes… Continue reading
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Back to Pretoria
Her mind is as breath-taking as views from Table Mountain and her love is as beautiful as sunsets in Pretoria.In the morning, she smells like strong black coffee, cocoa butter, cinnamon, and good intentions.I hope and pray that she finds her way back to Pretoria because home is where the art is, it’s where the… Continue reading
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Antronica August (Part 2)
There’s no need to rush; there’s no reason to hurry through the morning when I could start everyday with you by my side.I know that I can provide an easy love that you can unequivocally lean into without any hesitation.I want to be between your thighs while looking into your eyes and making you laugh… Continue reading
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End of November
You went ghost on me like we stopped talking in the back of a Phantom that the Grim Reaper was driving in the graveyard of my nightmares.I have recently come to accept that some people will always walk out of my life with no explanations whatsoever.My love, patience, and happiness are all gradually fading away… Continue reading
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Nokuthula’s Interlude
I spend too much time thinking about loving every single part of you.I couldn’t recognise the emptiness you left me with when you were gone.I miss the taste of the sweeter life; I miss the smiles and bursts of laughter from all our conversations.When was the last time someone told you that you are beautiful,… Continue reading
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New Boyfriend
I have fallen in love with the pain I feel, and I don’t know how to let it heal.There are no words good enough to mask what I feel, to mask what is real.It’s sad but it’s true that I know rejection and heartbreak better than I know my own name, maybe I’m addicted to… Continue reading
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August Dreaming
Love is the colour of you, and it gradually becomes mellow with every hue.You’re the epitome of beauty, so when I’m asked for its definition, I just simply smile and look at you.You’re a flower when it comes to love, you bloom with purpose and intention.Everything is complicated and my love is hardly reciprocated, but… Continue reading
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Antronica August (Part 1)
I need a bottle of wine or gin for all these unforgettable nights filled with sin.I know our time here is not forever, however, I would love to spend more days with you as we continue making both our lives better.I promised myself that I would no longer hide my feelings between the silence of… Continue reading
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Irene Supreme (Part 1)
Your beautiful brown skin and dark brown eyes have me hypnotised.These hands would love to embrace and explore your hips and thighs.I haven’t had the pleasure to kiss you yet, but somehow, I have the taste of your unforgettable smile lingering on the tip of my tongue.I know heaven is found between a woman’s thighs,… Continue reading
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Grey Couch
All that I’m certain of in this life of sin is all that I’m currently fighting for.A few nights ago, after several glasses of red wine, I realised that you talk more than I do – it says a lot about you.A few months from now, in our new apartment, we sit next to each… Continue reading
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Funny Love
It’s funny how…It’s funny how you got the story twisted like the strings on a shoe; this was our love story, but you made it all about you.You’re walking around with your head down and masquerading as the victim, knowing very well that we both know the truth.It’s funny how you’re the one who cheated… Continue reading
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Curious Heart (Part 1)
Ever since I met you, I have looked for every word in the English language to string together to tell you how I feel.I eventually realised that there isn’t a perfect way to tell you this, however it doesn’t mean I shouldn’t.I love how you’re able to string together words out of silence like a… Continue reading
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Too Much
I spend too much time thinking about loving every single part of you.When was the last time someone told you that you are beautiful, and you truly believed the gravity of every word?I hate how you always think that you’re not worthy of the love in your heart and the air in your lungs.If you… Continue reading
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Heartbreak Glory
I rode the Gautrain on a warm summer day from Sandton all the way to Pretoria just to get some peace of mind.Then I found myself in a taxi to Mamelodi, but somehow ended up in Hatfield where the heartbreak lives in all its glory.Some people say it has a house on the hill, but… Continue reading
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Heartbreak Hues (Part 1)
You left me hanging like Da Vinci’s paintings on the walls of the Louvre.But I could never manage to transform my heartbreak into a masterpiece.These wounds sporadically leave blood stains on my black canvas sneakers.I have fallen in love with the pain I feel; I won’t let it go and I won’t let it heal.There… Continue reading
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February Until Forever
I still want the beauty of God manifested in everything that we do.This love will carry us into the future no matter what we go through.I promise to no longer hide my feelings between the silence of distant memories that echo with a melancholic melody.Let’s fold our love into origami fireflies until we both find… Continue reading
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Reratilwe
Brown skin dream, what a joy it is to be loving you with a love this supreme.Kegoratile, I have loved you in another lifetime; I have seen you before, in your mother’s eyes, the same eyes that have me hypnotised.Now you have the very same eyes I’m falling in love with, the same eyes that… Continue reading
About Me
I write complicated, honest truths about myself and my life in hopes that someone will find comfort in my words when they can’t find it in themselves.
